In the race against career and success, I won. It turns out that the stuff I did to help me cope during that time is the stuff I am supposed to do with my life. That would be my music. It took me long enough but better late than, never. Now that I know what I'm doing, I'm still kinda stranded in Squaresville and it's lonely as hell. This is the sort of town that forces one to create culture to fill the complete lack thereof. Boredom breeds creativity. If I am making any sense, let me know.